did u guys see me at the oscars
You looked great, pizza. Congrats on everything. I love you.
Thanks, John. I love you too.
well behaved women rarely make history but neither do boring teenage girls who do nothing but party so you’re in a bit of a pickle there champ
My how things have changed
This will be short and sweet, but…
I used to complain that Kevin was too long of a walk from my house…or Matt was across town…or Gio lived off-campus…
I complained that Zach lived 7 minutes from me. And now…now we are 4400 miles apart. From Rochester, NY to Pescara, Italy, my yearning for him is real. He can’t just slip his Pumas on, walk over, and instantly be with me. He’s 7 hours by airplane now. An ocean away, and then some.
I’ve never done this before, and I’ve always taken time for granted. And now…look…3 more months of this skin hunger.
It’s not easy. Not for me, not for anyone. This is my unofficial apology for my ignorance to the long-term LDR community for my prior outlook for complaining that I had to go a few hours without seeing my SO at whatever time. I feel for people in longer, indefinite cases of distance, like servicemen protecting our/a nation overseas, or a couple cross-country, or like myself. This is a challenge, but not a death sentence, though.
Time is so valuable. Distance is really difficult. I never understood what this would entail…and I know this will never have to be the case again. I’ll never have to study abroad again, but I will always value every moment with you, Zach. I am learning to be on my own and really valuing our love right now. This experience (1 of 4 months) has been eye-opening. I feel as if I’m seeing an entirely new brand of relationship now. I have a new perspective, and I will adapt accordingly. I’ve definitely matured in the past month, I would say. I used to be clingy at home…and now I know I will value an invisible, but ever-present bond and learn to accept stupid things that I couldn’t in Rochester.
DO YOU GUYS HAVE THAT ONE FRIEND THAT DOESN’T THINK SHE’S ANYTHING SPECIAL BUT SHE’S BEAUTIFUL AND FUNNY AND WITTY AND EVERYTHING AMAZING THAT YOU COULD EVER WANT IN A PERSON BUT SHE DOESN’T SEE IT AND YOU JUST WANNA TAKE HER AND SHAKE HER AND SCREAM IN HER FACE ALL OF THE AMAZING THINGS ABOUT HER JUST SO SHE WILL APPRECIATE HOW ABSOLUTELY LOVELY SHE IS
>has excellent VW dream wherein I go on stage and sing Hannah Hunt and Walcott and I meet CT and yo that was hot
>listens to every VW song I own and downloads more covers
>collects favorite pics and VW pics and gifts
>bugs my loved ones about VW, realize they don’t care
>continues to obsess quietly
>belts out songs when no one is around
>v much appreciative for CT’s existence and nice arms
does it matter that no one cares about this love? no. because it makes me happy. and that’s all that matters. i can look at gifs and be happy, and that’s good.